Whereupon “The Matrix” is referenced: “That is a lot of words. The old me would have preferred also to respond in writing because it creates the illusion in my own mind that I’m running the show and people will need to follow along as I say. Instead, I would have preferred a brief discussion. More than that, I would have hoped it didn’t need to be discussed. I’ll be extremely brief , which is easy because I’m not really involved and I’ve been forgetful about a lot of things. I think that is related to stress also, (and anxiety-reducing medicine) which I’m working on. 1. As far as I know the tax liability was paid by you in a foreclosure sale, which I’m very happy to hear about because it means you get to retain the property. That’s good news for you and I think it ends my mother’s involvement with a French tax debt in that respect. I’m 100% sure mom has not instigated any lawsuit, so if the debt is satisfied, it’s over. 2. If after all that we have gone through; all these financial loses; all of it and now I’ve been so pleased to talk to you and try to put things a little better. And if you are suggesting in any way that you’re going to throw all that away, when it’s so easy to continue, if you’re hinting that you want my mom to pay money to you or anyone then you are insane. What are you crazy or do you have no love for us? Our family was blown up for 20 years, so much pain and lost money and lying. Not one drop more. If I was some sort of masochist, crazy guy, I’m absolutely Intelligent enough to to find some causes of action against Denise, I absolutely gave her too much at the time and agreed to pay for things thinking that my drinking and earnings situation would change. It would never cross my mind to do this, but I could also easily derail Emma’s future and crush Denise, who has nowhere near the strength of my mother. I could also make arguments about taxes, and about unauthorized trading which brought me to the bottom. I could lash out and do lots of things, but I don’t because it would be so destructive to me and more importantly, all those I love. Emma is 18, and in college. I could so easily do dastardly deeds against my ex-wife. But I would be crushed. I might as well kill myself. My joy, my reason for living, my Emma, I’d be hurting her. For money. For money. I’d give my life for her. Right now as I stand. Because I’m trying every day to be a good person and husband and son and father. And you think I’m going to give that away for money? My whole life has been about helping them and what I’m trying to figure a way for them to give me money? They would cry. They would hate me. They would be crushed. And so would I. I ask nothing from you but yourself and your company and wisdom and maybe someday getting together. I’m not asking you for money. I need to know the same is true for you. You need to decide. Please decide now Dad. I feel tears on my face as I type this on my phone. If you’re ever going to ask for any money or anything like that from me or my mother, then you’ve decided. And that would be a very bad choice. I pray you chose otherwise. And if that miracle could occur I would be so happy and I don’t think you can even dream how much better our lives would be.
There’s a movie I love, (The Matrix) You choose a pill:
Blue is you continue along your previous life’s fantasy and continue needlessly fighting an enemy of your own making; or
Green you choose a true and honorable path of love and compassion and the greatest gifts life has to offer. We can walk again along the way just trying to do the next right thing, looking out for yourself and your loved ones. Life is always changing and suffering and what’s worse is that it ends. Let’s choose to enjoy today with the people we love and in turn love us back. If we’re lucky, we can have a nice house or trip now and again. I’m not yet old enough to retire so I need to work to pay for things but that’s not so hard as long as act like a good guy and am willing to do the work. Dad, please write back with just a word. Blue or Green.
I really, really want it to be “Green” ????❤️
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